Today, I just don’t wanna. 17-year-old-kitty-girl Maya thinks that being in bed, just laying there is the time I really should be petting her. She goes through spurts of keeping me awake at night and letting me sleep — this week has been the former. Now I don’t wanna do anything. I especially don’t wanna write some sort “feel good” thing when I’m not feeling good. All I want to do is nap.
BUT, I’m doing all kinds of things anyway. Not ALL the things I could do, but enough to keep the wheels on the bus. There are lots of things I don’t wanna do, that I do so that I can do the things I wanna do. Such is life. You always have a choice: Do it or don’t do it.
Don’t worry, there will be a nap here soon.